One thing for sure is this. I miss my family - I miss Glenn and Gadiel.
No regrets that I have actually favored the option that they go back to the Philippines for a month. If only Glenn is allowed to do visa run in nearby countries like Oman or Iran, there could have never been unnecessary parting moments like this among us.
Anyways, like what I have said, no regrets.
Well, thank goodness for the technology that enables us to communicate. I get to see them via webcam and get to talk to them via telephone. Even so, there's still a huge difference between grasping them personally and just merely looking at the figures in the computer monitor.
I thank God for the.. (shall I say extraordinary? yeah, can do.) strength He is providing me. I am not numb, though. I get lonely at times as well. I am only human, after all. But, it's true that prayer helps. In fact, I thank God for giving me more time to be alone to meditate on His words and ponder on the things that are in store for me and my family.
It humbles me that despite all my wrongs as a person in totality, He has never forsaken me.
I realized that at the end of the day, it will only be between me and Him. Whatever concerns, emotions, and thoughts that I have, He is the sole One who knows.
I do not cry. I do not intend to.
His presence is keeping me company.
